Bad Directions

I've lived in Dallas for about 13 years now. I don't get lost anymore. I don't get lost because I know where I'm going, and I know how to get there. If I had examine my life and pinpoint one thing that takes me away from God, and what he has for me, it's that sometimes I forget where I'm going. God hasn't shown me a vision where I see the next ten years like a sitcom or something, but what he has done is told me what my life is supposed to be like, or the direction it should go. I should be making a difference in people's lives. and not like the salvation army makes a difference. I'm supposed to be pointing people towards the gospel. How many people have been baptized because of how God used me in their lives? How many people have come to know Christ? And i've worked in churches since I was 18. The focus of my life isn't on what God wants me to do, it's on what I want to do.